night .

my happiness about leaving is completely gone , smh . i just dont care anymore .

ima have too keep reminding myself , im stong & i’ll make it through .

reasons why i love you . i can be myself when i am with you . every time I look at you, my heart misses a beat. love is what you mean to me & you mean everything.. the fact that you are without a doubt my true soul mate ..the fact that you are the first and only person i’ve ever really loved and the first person who ever truly loved me . you bring out the best in me. I can be clumsy & foolish when I am with you, yet know that your love for me will never dissapear . your smile is enough to make a dull day seem bright as sun . being in your arms makes me feel like I can never be lost again . I have had the time of my life & I owe it all to you .We can talk about everything or nothing it’s always okay with you . when you listen , I know you’re really listening . i can feel your love , in the warmth of your touch, cause it touches my heart and soul.. I love you because you cared for me enough to stay around through my bullsht & all ive done is push you away & give you all the reasons to leave. you have never once left my side at my worst. i love the way you look at me and how lost i get into thoughts thinking of you and how i can look at you & smile knowing i found someone who accepts me for me i love how stubborn you are and how cute you are when you get jealous how cute you look theres so many reasons why i love you but i love you for the fact that through everything my heart has never left you , it knows exactly where it wants too be & where home is . I love you & my reasons only continue too grow .

i didnt think.i could fall anymore than i was but this pain is something i never felt .

i cant be good too her until then …

today is a sad daaay .

i wanna cuddle , caress & be affectionate 😊😁😔